your heart beats faster and all your emotions rush to your eyes
you push a smile through even though your hurting inside
but the tears just come trickling down the side of your check
you quickly brush it away, looking around, hoping no one saw
gosh everything that comes out of your mouth gets me down
i take it so personally you noe and its hard to believe in yourself again
so you may not believe in yourself and be self conscious
but that doesnt mean you have to put others down
if you dont believe in yourself, no one else will
whatever little faith i had in myself
youve now completely destroyed it
whoosh gone
i wonder if you really understand how it feels
to be on the other side of your words
to be stepped on
and to fake every single day of your life by smiling
coz my hearts not smiling
its beating
its just surviving
and wherever you go
you feel your being judged
wait let me rephrase that
you are being judged
i feel trapped
trapped in my own conscience
trapped in other peoples words
trapped
i cant breath
i cant take it anymore
everything is just weighing me down
down to the floor and now im crumbled
give me a break
please
im begging you
laterz
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