fact: advertising influences the way we see things.
why do we try so hard to be liked? whether its friends or boys.
i guess its just our nature
can you really fall for someone so quickly?
agh nothing in my head makes sense right now. im so confused.
okay so here it goes.
its funny how just before i didnt even notice you existed
and now i miss you
and your gorgeous eyes, the way you stared at me
and yes i saw you staring at me... well at least i hope i did.
and now why do you have to friggin leave me. *$!@#$#@^$ asdhgakfhgf
you noe how friggin long it took me to get over him
and now you come along
all i wanted was a break from all of this
omgosh why am i moaning and whining?
no its just that i spent so long getting ready today to find you werent here
i feel as if i just wasted so much time
i feel so stupid
and so...i dont noe the word
but disappointed?
yeh disapointed
it just feels as if a massive whole has been punched in my chest
but if i leave it i know that someday it will go away
hopefully
anyways why do i get my hopes up so high when i noe
you would probably never look twice at me
im pretty sure im not your type
sometimes i just daydream too much
you noe people think they noe me
the quiet azn girl? or whatevers
you can give me labels but i dont really give a crap
coz you dont noe me
you dont noe me at all
not even my best friend noes me
truth is I dont let anyone in
i pretend to friggin smile
and go along with the highschool dramas but truthfully
my heart isnt there
i might say im pissed at something but deep down
its something much more then that
i cant tell anyone all these things coz they wont understand
i just know it
no one will undersatnd
no one will ever understand
so dont go making assumptions
actually you can coz i dont care
right now i just feel really
lonely
isolated
sad
and i feel like crying
not because im overreacting
but because of the feeling inside of me
i just need to let it out
i hate school
i really hate it
its just really hard when you have to deal with all this stuff by yourself
breathe priscilla
just breathe
im sorry
if your reading this please dont think im targeting you or any other people
its just the only way i can let out all my anger
i dont know if it really works though
coz most of it is still inside
anyways i had work experience and..
yeh i dont really feel like talking about it now
ill talk about it later
why do we try so hard to be liked? whether its friends or boys.
i guess its just our nature
can you really fall for someone so quickly?
agh nothing in my head makes sense right now. im so confused.
okay so here it goes.
its funny how just before i didnt even notice you existed
and now i miss you
and your gorgeous eyes, the way you stared at me
and yes i saw you staring at me... well at least i hope i did.
and now why do you have to friggin leave me. *$!@#$#@^$ asdhgakfhgf
you noe how friggin long it took me to get over him
and now you come along
all i wanted was a break from all of this
omgosh why am i moaning and whining?
no its just that i spent so long getting ready today to find you werent here
i feel as if i just wasted so much time
i feel so stupid
and so...i dont noe the word
but disappointed?
yeh disapointed
it just feels as if a massive whole has been punched in my chest
but if i leave it i know that someday it will go away
hopefully
anyways why do i get my hopes up so high when i noe
you would probably never look twice at me
im pretty sure im not your type
sometimes i just daydream too much
you noe people think they noe me
the quiet azn girl? or whatevers
you can give me labels but i dont really give a crap
coz you dont noe me
you dont noe me at all
not even my best friend noes me
truth is I dont let anyone in
i pretend to friggin smile
and go along with the highschool dramas but truthfully
my heart isnt there
i might say im pissed at something but deep down
its something much more then that
i cant tell anyone all these things coz they wont understand
i just know it
no one will undersatnd
no one will ever understand
so dont go making assumptions
actually you can coz i dont care
right now i just feel really
lonely
isolated
sad
and i feel like crying
not because im overreacting
but because of the feeling inside of me
i just need to let it out
i hate school
i really hate it
its just really hard when you have to deal with all this stuff by yourself
breathe priscilla
just breathe
im sorry
if your reading this please dont think im targeting you or any other people
its just the only way i can let out all my anger
i dont know if it really works though
coz most of it is still inside
anyways i had work experience and..
yeh i dont really feel like talking about it now
ill talk about it later
take care ♥
xx pri
xx pri
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