my life is average

so sick and tired of ppl these days. i get pissed of so easily now. what happened to you? you used to talk about them and now your one of them. my life is gay. that was the gayest week ever. too pissed to blog right now.

nothing like spring cleaning

i think im gonna blog like every week now coz theres nothing to blog about when im at school and i cant be bothered. so like yesterday i woke up early to watch jonas which i think is really gay how saturday disney changed times so hannah montana isnt on when i wake up but yeh. then i went back to bed and woke up again at like midday. and my sisters and my mum was spring cleaning which reminds me i have to clean my room. yeh and they were going through old clothes we had and i found this single ladies leotard thing. and i tried it on and it still fits :).... not that im gonna wear it. maybe. :) and then i went putt putt with my dad and i beat him by 1 =D im pro. and today i stuck all my sticky photos on my wall. i thought i had heaps but i realised i dont have that many. but my rooms still a mess. and in my sleep i designed my house when i grow up. i wanna get married soon. no not that soon like in another 7 years. anyways i was supposed to be doing my maths c assignment today but i got distracted and ended wasting so much time. evertime the weekend comes around i just waste so much time (sigh). and then i was left home alone for so long i didnt evern realise that everyone was gone out.

anyways blogging is gay now
g'nite ♥

xo p

p.s im really getting bored of this blog layout.
pps. im gonna try and forget i know you coz knowing your here hurts too much

til next time

today i woke up at like 2:00 pm. copz you noe sleeping makes you grow. and yeh i didnt do much and i couldnt be bothered putting on proper clothes so i just walked around the house wearing my jeans and a bra the whole day. whaaaat! not like i went out or anything. anyways and i spent the rest of the time on the computer cutting down the video of PFC sleepover. i miss those times. need to have another sleepover on the holidays before i go overseas. and then at 5:30, as always i watched the latest buzz. it was the final episode and i was so sad coz now theres nothing good to watch at 5:30. and amanda and welder finally kissed and it was so cute. and as i was watching it i was thinking of what gr 12 would be like. when we graduate and go our separate ways. well right now im looking forward to graduating coz life's really gay at the moment and i'll only miss the people who make my life exciting and worth living. other then that i cant wait to go to uni. and get married and have children but yehh. thats so far away. and then at 8:30 flashforward =O. i'd be scared if that happened and everyone blacked out but then again i dont think its possible. anyways im cold. gotta take a shower now.
g'nite ♥

xo p

it's been a long night

yesterday night was soooo fun !
okay like when we got there we had to set up the decorations such as the table name tags and the chocolates and the the guests started arriving and my job was to take pictures of them as they came in and i tried to say it as nicely and politely as possible but it was pretty awkward and then my dad was just like 'come, photo' and they went. maybe i should just get to the point next time. and then we had to assign them to their tables. and we had a band playing in the background and omgosh the girl singing was so good. i want her to sing at my wedding. anyways the food was so good and so much. i was so full by the third dish. and then my dads friend came and did this "this is your life" show on my dad. incase you dont know what it is, its a tv show thatlooks back on your life blah blah blah i think. i dont know google it. and then i had to make a speech. and i told my sister to laugh at mine if i laughed at hers. just in case no one laughed. and yeh i didnt get much laughs even though i laughed at hers. awkward silences arent very good. anyway i think i did okay but i spoke really slow coz i think i drank too much wine. my face was so red and it heating up and i could stand straight and i kept stubling and my hands were shaking. i felt like i was gonna faint. but i was okay :). it was pretty embarassing but i hope no one noticed. and then me and my dad salsa'd infront of everyone. and then these pro ppl came in to teach ppl who didnt noe how to salsa. they came third in this competion. they were reallyyyyy good. anyway and then we had the cake lah lah lah and the magic candles again.theyre so annoying they keep relighting! and then after we were just dancing on the dance floor. and that was really fun. and i learnt to cha cha cha !!
man that's a night i'll never forget.

anyway and then i got home at about midnight and after opening the presents and everything i finally went to bed at 2:00 am

but this morning i went to rachel's house and we played singstar, abba!! and made and ATE desserts which was like ice-cream and all crushed up chocolate like mars bars etc. like cold rock !
but i scooped all of them and i felt sick after. ooh sugar rushh. and then we put on facemasks. oh embarrasing pics on facebook.

anyways overall these past three days have been so good. and i get tomoro off.
g'nite ♥

xo p

tonights the night

herro. i noe i havent blogged in a week but my lifes pretty boring so theres nothing really to write about. wow cant believe two weeks has passed already. that went by really fast, only six weeks left, bring on the exams. yesterday i had the fashion show and it was so fun but too bad all that work designing, sewing, hair and makeup only lasted only 30 seconds or maybe less on the runway. so ive decided to wear the dress to my dads b'day party tonight. yeah ive been waiting for this night for a long time too. and i have to make a speech about him and i dont know what to say. i yeh im gonna make him show off his hip hop moves i taught him. and salsa dancing tonight. my dads gonna make me dance with him. anyways i just spent the last 3 hours designing the table name tags for tonight. i had to cut so many and fold them all and put ribbons and chocolates with them. but i hope tonight will be fun. tomorow i have my first lifegroup as combined girls coz we split. but it shall be fun indulging in dessert and um singing :) anyway i should start to get ready now might take me ages :) i'll leave you with some pics of last night and my dress

♥

xo p

fashion show

sorry i havent blogged in ages. i was busy working on my dress which i've finally finished. MAN it took me ages but now im proud of my achievement. i would show you a picture of it but i dont have one at the moment so i promise ill show you as soon as i get it. So this week has been pretty boring but now i only have 7 weeks of school left. on friday i had a dress rehersal for the fashion show and i got to see other peoples dresses and some of the other girls were so tall and skinny and pretty that they were actual models. i havent decided how i should do my hair or makeup yet but i painted my toenails already and i wanna get new heels before friday so i can be taller :D. yeh i cant wait till friday !!! and i cant wait till saturday either coz its my dads birthday party and i get to dress up again. i dont know what im gonna wear. im prob gonna get a new dress or wear the one i made. i like it but its a bit short. yeh i cant wait for the dancing too. salsa dancing if only i had a partner to dance with coz i always have to dance salsa with my dad everytime i practice. i have to get there early to help decorate and i have to design the name tags like i designed the invitations. but i dont mind coz its fun.

today we had our final v10 hangout. so sad but we'll still see each other. (sigh) many v10 memories this year and we've all grown so much together. im gonna miss you guys. ♥

and i cant wait til the holidays coz im going to malasia, singapore and phuket (i think thats how you spell it) its in thailand :).

but rofini is leaving at the end of the year and im gonna miss her terribly.

ttyl
g'nite ♥

xo p

back to school

today was such a boring day. i don't know why i actually thought it would be fun today. but it was the gayest day ever. even in maths i totally went blah. i was like 6 x 3 = 9. what?!? my brain was going weird and i had a major headache.

anyway i cant wait til flash forward tonight :) been waiting for it all week.

hopefully that will make my week better
yess and i have dancing tomorrow
and i realise my blogs are getting shorter and shorter
g'nite ♥

xo p

not school

yesterday i went to the gym again and did the body jam class, it was really weird like tribal dances and latin dances but it was fun. yeh and then after i went to the gym, i went to my church's 16th anniversary and the performances were really good.

anyway today im just gonna stay home. i have to finish my dress. im almost done, only got the zip, the liner, the straps and the bow to do then im done. aww the holidays are over now and i really dont wanna go back to school tomorrow. it went by so fast. oh well only have to survive eight weeks then its holidays again.
♥

xo p

wish you were here

my life was so boring before i met you
when i'm down the only person i feel i can talk to is you
and just your smile makes me smile
you may not no it but
when i talk to you
you make me feel like we're the only people in the world
i dont know how you do it
but i just want to tell you how i feel
the way you make my heart skip a beat when i see you
or how whenever i talk to you i get sweaty palms
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you?
maybe its just me
coz im pretty sure you don't feel the same way
but ill just be here waiting
hoping
that one day you'll feel the same way
but until then
i'll keep thinking of you
but your not here right now
and i cant talk to you
just wish you were right here
by my side
wanting the same things i want
♥

xo p

you belong with me

this morning i woke up late but i was early for the rpm class! can you believe it i was early, so im not always late. it was so hardcore. i feel sorry for angela who had to go by herself last time coz i was late. anyway me and vico didnt really work out much, we just went in the steam room to open our pores and aromatherapy, and the monsoon was gay, it was just like a shower. anyway after that we came back to my house to finish our you belong with me video clip. and we finished it! check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcueTF36Sgo

it was so much fun making it. anyways im gonna go now. enjoy the video.
g'nite ♥

xo p