on the road again

hey readers
today was my sisters birthday and i got her a fish



its a fighting
i remember someone telling me that they actually fight but i cant remember who
anyways i brought it home
and i changed its bowl and fed it but now it doesnt move much
what if i got a dying fish
and its tail is really pretty but long and it looks like its upside down
so i always tap it to make sure it keeps moving
i dont want it to die =/
and how do fish sleep?
like do they just stop swimming but doesnt that mean it floats?
thats weird but i dont want to wake up in the middle of the night just to see how it sleeps

so much work to do
its driving me crazy
and i dont have time to eat
and im totally exhausted
sometimes i srsly feel like fainting
friken bracesssss
i cant wait till the holidays

btw im going to the versace hotel on the weekend 6 stars ><

anyways i thought id upload some pics i couldnt be bothered uploading before











xx pri

stop right now

GUESS WHAT
my dad bought a karoke set
hahas
yep and my parents were singing all last night while i was trying to watch a movie
i was watching the movie 'fireproof'
its a good movie you should watch it

and i went to Brisbanes Biggest Pamper Party
and had brownies and cakes and now i feel really sick
too sweet

and i also found out the my dentist is gayyyyyyyyy
no not like gay gay but like
asdfghjkl
he tightened my braces like too much
too speed up the process and now
he has to loosen them again
and that gonna take another 3 months
i was supposed to get them off yesterday
if it was exactly 18 months but i missed my feb appointment
so like next appointment
but now he has to loosen it and i might have to wear them to semi
and my holes havent closed up yet
gayyyyyyyyyy
btw holes from taking my teeth out
anywaysssssss

yeh i also found out my sister got another piercing
and i only just found out then
she had it for like a week
wow i never knew she was such a rebel
D;

asdfghjk
okay i'm gonna stop procrastinating coz like i have SO MANY THINGS TO DO
-sigh-
i wish the world could just stop, you know?
hope everything goes to plan =/

xx pri

at least

gahh
at least my lifes getting better
everythings starting to heal

well i saw marlene today
guess where?

AT MY HOUSE

yeh i got home after walking in the rain, well i had an umbrella but still
i was soaked.
my dad was like people are coming over to look at the house
and then when they came in
i heard this loud "PRISCILLA"
and i was like wth? sounds like marlene
wheres that coming from
and then i saw her
weeeeeeeeee
marlene was just like
i just wanted to come see your house
NO MARLENE YOU HAVE TO BUY IT
it would be so cool if she did coz then id live down the road (across the park and down another road) from her.

anywayssssssssssssss'

i went to aerobics today but nobody except jennifer came
coz they were all too lazy "it was raining so i slept in"


xx pri

HMMMPH

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that neverending feeling

your heart beats faster and all your emotions rush to your eyes
you push a smile through even though your hurting inside
but the tears just come trickling down the side of your check
you quickly brush it away, looking around, hoping no one saw


gosh everything that comes out of your mouth gets me down
i take it so personally you noe and its hard to believe in yourself again
so you may not believe in yourself and be self conscious
but that doesnt mean you have to put others down
if you dont believe in yourself, no one else will
whatever little faith i had in myself
youve now completely destroyed it
whoosh gone
i wonder if you really understand how it feels
to be on the other side of your words
to be stepped on
and to fake every single day of your life by smiling
coz my hearts not smiling
its beating
its just surviving
and wherever you go
you feel your being judged
wait let me rephrase that
you are being judged
i feel trapped
trapped in my own conscience
trapped in other peoples words
trapped
i cant breath
i cant take it anymore
everything is just weighing me down
down to the floor and now im crumbled
give me a break
please
im begging you

laterz

don't stop

hellooooooooo
today i went to nips house
good thing im azn and brought an umbrella for the sun coz while i was walking it started raining
:)

and hayley was there too coz she couldnt get into the cinemas. hahahas hayleys so funny
anyways she had some allergic reaction and her eyes went all puffy and she went red and got these bumps on her face
i think it was from jack
-sigh
so vico and hayley had to go
and me and nip made a bold and the beautiful minisode
it wouldve been so good if vico was there
SNV
coz then they could be in the video too
and then we ate like heaps
nip kept getting more food out like every half and hour
and then we pretended we were on the hills
:L
even thou we mock it we still act like them
they're so american and stupid
"jessss-ca! "


... oh yess
and we studied
a bit
hahas
well i got most of my maths assignment finished

overall today was fun
poor jack he was so hungry ):

xx pri

p.s can't wait til i move

its not just a feeling

so on saturday it was chinese new years eve
we had a party
but it wasnt that big though
but it was really fun and i got red packets :)
even though it wasnt that much though coz all my relatives are in new zealand.
but yeh it was such a feast.
i came back from softball after burning in the sun for agess
and i was so tired i fell asleep till the party started

and then on sunday i went to lucy's house and we made voltage girls tee shirts
mine is really dodged
it looks so childish coz of all the colours
and we had divine deserts and cupcakes and all these little sweet things for valentines day
and we played wii fit

anyways today i went to aerobics and it was actually a really good work out !!
except i dont want arm muscles coz it looks really bad on girls you noe?
but i like aerobics better than cross county
man i just die in cross country
and i also found out i got into senior dance troupe
im really excited
but you noe everyone i told was just like
oh did eveyone get in
p: no some people got kicked out
oh were they like the really bad people?

its nothing its just just that
it makes me feel so you noe
like if i get in
everyone mustve got in unless they were like realllllllly bad
how would you feel if everyone you told said that to you
it makes me feel so you noe; worthless

anyways i shouldnt be confessing my feelings on blogspot becoause random people i didnt even noe read my blog now read it so...
im gonna go now
xx pri